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No wedgies!

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Today was a good day in my type of history…

I was able to wear boyshorts all day without feeling like I had a giant wedgie to pick.

Score. And since they are only $3 a pop, I might have to invest in more.

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January 30, 2009 at 11:14 pm

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happier love.

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Yay! I went to my naturopath yesterday and she upped my dosage of 5 HTP and suggested institol for help with other stuff, mostly sleep. I must say, my sleep last night felt solid.

THINGS I LOVE.

  • resting my head on Kevin’s shoulder when I cry
  • organizing my office
  • 5 HTP
  • purple eye liner
  • strawberry jam
  • my naturopath, duh.
  • Herb Pharm liquid tinctures
  • sleep that leaves me feeling rested
  • showers and how reviving they feel
  • Fade Into You by Mazzy Star
  • how dirty all the cars in Seattle are
  • tostada salads
  • Frye Boots (I want a pair but not sure which ones.)
  • losing all of my vacation/holiday weight
  • adults with weird names
  • chocolate chip bagels
  • clean kitchens
  • grammar mistakes that Word doesn’t catch
  • that I still have a job
  • body lotions and potions that smell like cookies
  • beds minus dirt from dogs
  • men who love sexy lingerie and but refuse to buy it
  • early spring cleaning
  • new pilates dvds
  • my lingering tax return (where are you?)
  • healthy body images
  • knowing how to ask for help
  • people who make very painful decisions only to know they are doing what will be right for them in the long run (heart break sucks.)

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January 28, 2009 at 11:30 am

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Filed!

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taxes = filed!
yeah bitches!

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January 26, 2009 at 11:42 pm

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1998 sexual flashback.

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Yesterday morning, I had the weirdest thought on the way to work.
Getting up at 5:15am will totally do this to you.
I all of the sudden had this thought about the weirdest sexual experience I ever had, it was fall of 1998. For whatever reason, this guy and I hooked up and had this odd 5 month relationship. (Um, he tried to kill himself when I broke it off.) So the first time we ever had sex was in his bedroom. He was really poor and all sorts of creditors were after him, he only had a mattress in his room, on the floor. So, we got down on his bed and got naked. He then reached over and turned on some black lights. They were the long tubes and there were bulbs on either side of his bed. Um, it was very odd, dark but not so much. We had sex with them on a few times, and I think I finally told him I didn’t dig it. And to this day I still think of this experience as the “what it would be like to have sex in a tanning bed” sex. Oh, and did I mention the house was FULL of people because it was Halloween weekend and there was a massive party at his house?

Edit: Dude, please tell me yours!

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January 26, 2009 at 4:17 pm

Refund, hot damn!

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Because I am super awesome and don’t go out on Friday night because I wake up way to early on Saturday morning, I thought I’d do some fun stuff like my taxes.
I am still waiting on one form from State Farm for my mutual funds. But if I did everything perfectly, I’d be getting back a fucking sweet ass return. Like $1k plusssss. Wow, the possibilities.
I’ve been having anxiety lately and some/most of it has to do with my finances. This is the year I am supposed to get ahead, but my hours at the moment haven’t been at 40. If I get this huge return I can do some things and still have a little cushion in the bank.
Heck yes!

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January 23, 2009 at 11:29 pm

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Lets get back to healthy.

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I’ve very excited.
I found my old naturopath! She is still a preferred provider for Aetna! Hopefully she can help me pin point my fatigue and maybe help with my anxiety.
Basically, it is time for me to go to the doctor. I think the last time I was at a doctor was in early 2007. I had a physical and got an IUD.
I love having a job with benefits.

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January 21, 2009 at 5:08 pm

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truely, madly, deeply… love list.

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Wow. I’ve been totally down lately. It’s sucky. But, I’ve enjoyed my “weekend.” I watched the inaugural speech Obama gave, I love how well he speaks. I have to say, again, his speech made me water up a bit. Thank you wireless connection for letting me watch his speech on CNN.com and not flip out a bit or stall like you do when I want to watch crap on Youtube.com

THINGS I LOVE.

  • my mom when she listens and doesn’t try to offer advice
  • Kevin
  • th Obamas
  • how excited Abigail gets for a biscuit when we go to an espresso stand
  • knowing where to find a newspaper on a historic day when everywhere else you stop is sold out
  • the joy a latte can bring
  • bubble bath that some times bubbles and some times doesn’t
  • Loyal Army Clothing’s shirts and tote bags
  • Twinkie Chan’s tattoos
  • honesty
  • finding the courage to be honest about how I’m doing. Go me!!
  • Dinners, Drive-ins, and Dives
  • friends that send me links to a site that could give me cheese making skills
  • free wine samples that you actually enjoy
  • sleeping in past 11
  • thoughts of a nice, warm summer vacation
  • lower cut square necklines
  • Uggs and how everyone says they are super ugly, yet has some sort of deep rooted passion for them because it is like wearing clouds on your feet.. And people, they are not snow boots!
  • Abigail curled up on Kevin’s sweatshirt, for a nap
  • people who have great planning skills

THINGS I CURRENTLY DON’T LOVE

  • fog hiding my sun that I desperately need
  • feeling down
  • mold
  • being cold
  • people and their awesome parking lot maneuvering skills
  • having to wait week or so to get my new pilates dvd

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January 20, 2009 at 5:03 pm

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